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In this period are a bit 'on the run, I do not often but generally when I do, are being "thinking"!

I can not think every day (or almost) my status, so my writing in these pages is always the result of a need that goes beyond the everyday, not even a child could not keep a diary secret! Despite my seeming to be extroverted, in fact hiding something ambiguous or better ... are my intimate emotional states that do not like to know, just because they are my times and I have time to process and sometimes spend months if not years!

For example, my "book" is the proof ... now for almost 2 ½ years I have written a series of memories related to the loss of Elijah, to my internal growth that has occurred as a result of that incident, the events that I've met him, to moods, sometimes terrible sometimes beautiful, and so the birth of Albert, the growth of Eve, the relationship between me and Giampiero .. but all this is there, always there! Sometimes we spend hours to write, I sometimes months without opening the file .. uncertainty or confidence that perhaps will remain so ... my "work" unfinished!

At times I would like people they knew, in other some favorite things that others only sospettasero, yet at other times it's ignorance!

almost incomprehensible So my choice of tattoo butterfly whose wings frame the name of Elijah ... some even asked me why I had tattooed the initials of Albert and Eva but still I had no reference to my Elijah! Indeed, to one who knows is true ... not again! And yet again ... I did the tattoo in a place clearly visible under the left wrist (the heart) ... a stretch because I had to find a part of my body in free! So ... well exposed ... and how I would react if someone asked me: Who is Elijah? .. Some

I would have long ago closed like a clam and I ran away and mumbling with a nice lump in my throat .. but today it looked straight at me, thanking him because I would demand the opportunity to talk to him and let then know of its existence and perhaps to understand how and who is Laura today!

Book and my tattoos are perhaps most pronounced emotional inconsistency: on one hand the book from which flows from A to Z, the life of Laura and her baby before, during the life of Laura and finally the life of Laura, her family and her baby ... after, leaving no room for imagination, but in an almost shameless disclosing all of my emotional status ... but all kept very reserved, almost hidden ... dare I say it inaccessible unless in the eyes of Giampiero I know, that by its nature, should never be read! ... perhaps this is the part of myself that I do not like (and I will not for now) to let everyone know, the one that is rooted in the deep, which has a unique place in my heart, accessible only to the favorites ... is a bit 'crying face!

Across the tattoo that was so discreet, almost shy, but effective and direct shows and demonstrates the importance of Elijah in my life ... such as to make it visible for all to see strangers and even more curious! ... The following is a part of me that wants to know or just leaking, but say about him ... although not taking part in a more visceral aspects of our unique and exclusive report ... but this is the face that laughs!

In the midst of all this lies the blog that is my reality, but not everyday ... in which only tell what I want and whenever I want and to which I decided to put the bond to the comments, leaving room only for those who really feel myself to share ... at the expense of those "anonymous" that come into my life, almost making fun! So

alternate my days lately .. Sometimes I laugh and sometimes cry!

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The My tireless desire to motherhood, brings me to intrigue on all aspects relating to him and so browsing here and there, some time ago I learned of the existence of so-called "Mexican bola" or "call Angels."

And 'a rattle of Mexican origin (in Mexico is called bolita Llama Angeles Angels called ball, because they believe that their guardian angel hear the sound and therefore always stay near to protect us).
E 'spherical, magical sound that helps pregnant women to live in a serene and pleasant prepares to give birth.

The expectant mother, bringing the navel bolita makes this familiar melody and calms his child. In fact, inside a small xylophone is welded on which a small silver ball dance, creating a beautiful melody every time the expectant mother walks or moves. This special sound has not only relaxing properties but also helps the child to recognize when the mother is awake and when asleep, teaching us to understand the rhythms that will follow once came to the world (and this seems to me very important, you might as well start with many sleepless nights!).

If only I had discovered four years ago when I was waiting for Alberto ... I would have sprinkled the weak, I would have felt really well from Mexico!

And so now I'll think of this rattle as a present for my girlfriends mothers 'special', which are facing their pregnancy with a lot of courage but also with so much fear ... that their guardian angel is always vigilant and will issue them a bit 'of serenity!