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Time travel

We are at the gates of a New Year ... I should be happy, but instead it makes me look back with some u 'nostalgia!

Pass the time my kids grow up, I can not take them in the neck, Eve is almost a "little woman" and every moment that passes constantly increasing its innate independence, Alberto although always so "mama's boy" is growing and is unable to fall asleep in my arms ... what I liked to feel his heart beating with mine!

This passage of time that I can not rebel, punctually again resurface in the gaps that left me Elijah ... there is an increased curiosity about how it was, that character would have, who would have looked like .. His little face in my mind is increasingly blurred and this certainly does not help.

have a "special mum" for a little over 5 years and this passage of time somehow did take a different color to pain, but it has not lessened! I do not speak of resignation because I know that I did not resign to never have lost my child .. indeed!
But I think the time has helped me to ponder the pain, that is, to find a reason in what happened gave me the strength to face the future with serenity, understanding the reason behind such a short but intense passage of my Elijah ... in the great legacy that he left me ... that is, learn to love and live as intensely as if nothing had taken for granted, so deeply as to burst the heart!

Perhaps it is before the loss of a child which stops the time, is the only obstacle to its flow, however, because for many years, centuries may pass, that pain, those memories, those passions and feelings remain on as if they had lived for the first time, every day, every moment of my life!

Eva and Albert will grow and take their streets, but no ... Elia I'll take it with me always, in every beat of my heart and he will age with me ... our bond is unbreakable ... conditions beyond time, beyond a lifestyle choice, in addition to everything!

Thanks for being my my love!